I've been writing nonstop on Lofter over the last six months, and I stopped two weeks ago. Because for the first time in my life, I started to accept myself for who I really am. It's like I eventually stopped fighting with myself from all the self-doubt and self-denial. I have finally come to a place where I have potentially broken all the chains(limitations) that I used to tangle myself with. I started to see the goodness and badness within myself and realized that it is those traits that made me me instead of others. Throughout my whole life I wanted to be someone else, and left "me" behind, like the only person I wanted to escape from is myself, but now I could finally turn around and see myself in the eyes, and say "hi, very nice to meet you."